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Age: 18 School: waverly christian college melb aus Birthday: 9th march lalala~~~ blogskins suck so much these days Archives January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 January 2010 February 2010 May 2010 September 2010 Links jinyi darling XD aunty sharon xD ♥shannon♥XP overcow-annette likhong the frog who looked like a waiter XD vivian yuuuu :) sherry Jason piggy :) fat tan(shaun)XD spastic traxie regina :D bob the builder :) ah lian sisterhood andrea. MinLi Minen Tagboard |
Saturday, April 11, 2009 yoo.. okay i'm alone at home and i have nothing to do.. soo i decided to blog.. okay first off.. apologies for the last post.. i wasn't in the right state of mind when i wrote it.. haha it wasn't very interesting anw.. my mind was half asleep even thou my body isn't.. thats cuz the previous night i couldn't sleep till 3 and then i woke up at 8.. and thats after the long chains of nights where i keep waking up at rediculous times such as 4.30 or 5.30 or 6.30.. zzzzzzzz its always smth .30 and whats more my body never lets me sleep in.. dammit how am i suppse to grow.. i might as well eat those stupid growth pills that my dad had forbade me from taking.. but what the heck.. i'm bored now.. i realised i'm been drink lotsa V everyday.. hope i'm not addicted to it.. lol.. anw.. i can't be bothered with all the homework they gave me.. i might do the english one cuz i just gotta read it.. lol but still... i dunno i'm feeling restless and yet latergic as well.. dammit.. this is the second time i've been feeling like since moving here.. -.- i really want smth to do now.. i can't play bball cuz theres no one to play with.. sam went back to sg.. lucky kid.. i can't join the team wantirna wasp cuz i have church on that day same timing somemore.. i can't do wu shu cuz i dun have any coach and no one to practice with.. i might learn wing chun but i gotta wait for zach to come back first.. i can't play drums cuz i dun hve a kit.. i have a guitar but i can't stred for nuts.. i dun have any movies to watch cuz i'll blow up the internet.. i can't go out to the movies cuz i'll blow up my wallet.. dammit.. this is just a long list of can'ts... hmm haha reminds me of a msg in church.. YOU can't but GOD can.. LOL.. i have no idea how to apply it in this situation.. dammittt I JUST WANNA DO SMTH!!!!! geeze... i'm sounding like an ungrateful brat now.. i got the chance to come to australia and here i am wasting it.. other ppl can't even get the chance to study and i'm complaining.. hmm i really am contradicting myself alot lately.. i think i'm STILL not in the right state of mind right now... anw planetshkers conference nxt week.. can't go for the full thing cuz i have to do business management hw.. viv's party nxt friday.. gng to k box.. or partyworld which is another version of k box.. money's flying away now.. i'm at it again.. coplaining i have nuthin to do and after that stating what i have planned nxt week.. geeze i'm really a liar.. well whatever u wanna call it hypocrite? liar? haha this is soo not like me.. i should be gng high and crazy doing stupid random things.. hmmm man i wish nicole joey was here.. then we'll do all sorts of crazy random stuff in the city.. i haven't spoken to her in agesss... >.< wonder how shes doing... hahah i haven't spoken to shan in ages as well.. but i bet shes missing meee xD hey i'm becoming myslef again.. haha ooo alison and johann met at sp camp.. awesome.. lollll great.. now u guys are gng have all the fun without me.. dammit.. yeesh.. i'm really negative aren't i.. hmmm hahah wad the heck who cares.. i think i'll call my youth pastor david from sg later.. wonder how hes doing.. wonder how the entire youth is doing.. lol. hey this is a fairly long post.. wonder whos gng read it.. its so dam long.. LOL no paragraphs as well... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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