hard to believe this is the 3rd day since thursday.. it feels as thou its been weeks.
i'm trying to fill my time to distract myself doing whatever..
but everything only manages to gain my attention for awhile.. an hour max..
so many things keep coming back to me.. sometimes its easy enough to ignore.. at other times it drives me crazy. i want to ask how're you and if ure okay. but i can't
man this is effed up